I always knew that its a girl. I conceived her in my imagination first, didi conceived her later. But when i saw her the first time i knew the limits of my imagination. You have to experience it to know the warmth of her touch, glow of her eyes, sound of her laughter, tickle when she sucks, power of her grip as she holds your finger.
I had named her Jannat even before she came and she is nothing but "pure" bliss,"pure" beauty,"pure" love. So we decided to name her Satviki (pure).
Today she went to back to her place with her mom and my heart riped as i saw her going. Selfish as i am , i want more of her. God bless you Satviki... may you be what you want to be... live upto your name and don't get adulterated by this world.
Heyii....
ReplyDeleteIt is just so overwhelming to see the kind of love being showered upon a little angel... even before she was born... actually its so overwhelming to realize the kind of difference a little girl can make to the lives of the people around her, totally altering their monotonous daily routines… by an oblivious chuckle maybe or even a glint of her eye which she might not even understand yet...
I have seen you waiting endlessly for her to be born... somehow I knew back then itself it indeed is going to be a girl... I have seen you getting all emotional when you told me about her the first time... you absolutely and completely symbolize the word "MASI" like mother..... I cannot believe that you love her any less than your didi does.....
Really... God bless Satviki and god bless you too for being what you are...I am sure she'll grow up to epitomize her name to the fullest..... as pure as this first blog her masi has dedicated to her…
Beautiful words. It shows all the love n warmth u hv 4 her rooted deep inside ur heart. Lucky u to hv Satviki and Lucky Savtiki to hv u as her Maasi...
ReplyDeletei dont know what to comment .you see i cannot write, like u do. but whatever u have jotted down evrything sooooooooooo beautifully.....by the way when r u coming to bangalore to see satviki and my clinic.?
ReplyDeleteBeautiful ....
ReplyDeleteHow blessed would Satviki feel while reading it when she is a little grown up to understand language..
U have gifted her such b'ful words which will always be there, no matter what!